2003-08-07 - 4:45 p.m.
I am a day behind, what's new. I am usually a dollar short too!
I am recovering from my FATBURGER for lunch. Or is it that I am recovering from the fratboys at lunch? HOT! In either case, I am back at the apartment from my daily adventure on the strip. I usually wear something scandalous. Today I wore the see-through yellow pants and black G-strign courtsey of Stevie D. HOT! I like to see boys ad girls look back. I love controversey. (I HATE CONFRONTATION!) I walked so far, NOT all the way to Treasue Island, but I went all the way to the Flamingo. In the words of the English, my bloody feet hurt! (literally!) I should have worn tenis shoes instead of sandals.
My web diva did some cool stuff on the main page for my VidioView stuff. I think it looks good. I love her.
Right after I did the diary entry last night (or whenever it was) I got on www.gay.com. I do not get on it too often. (Check out www.my.gay.com/partywithbrandon) for my profile. I met three interestig characters. One is WAY cute and I was no match for his wit, he e-mailed me today so I hope he stays in touch. (Like I can think of a way I want to touch him!) He is adorable. I wish I could show him off. :)
The second works in a hotel, he must've had a few coversations going but he maintained a cool on with me. I wish him success in his GRAND hotel job. The third threw me for a loop. He IM'ed me and said somethign to the effect of, I guess I should be mad at me for fucking in my bed while I was out of town. (something like that!) I thought, "Oh shit, what did do now." I played it low-key for a second and thought, I havenot had any "hook-ups" here yet. What the heck. Then he said I read about my comforter in your diary. He explained who he was and I was like "OH!" Do you remember when I went in the pool naked with those boys! This was one of the roommates, (the head guy I think!) I was like OH DEAR! We had a conversation and he was like, no worries, it was cool, in fact we hit it off! I think he is cute if I remember the photos at the house correctly.
Problem was, I was dealig with the first boys wit, then this guy, who was just as witty, (and jacked up!) comes along. ARGH! I kept getting these IM's so moved the conversation to my secret AIM name just in time for my friggin' phone to die!
So comforter boi has yet to tell me how to contact him besides AIM which scares me.
The first boy is so cute, SO CUTE! and witty, I can hang with him online, but in person, I HATE competiton. :) I will eliminate him. No, I want to meet him. We'll see.
I charged my phone and cut out boys out of Teen People, Freshman and the Bugle for my BOY-WONDER scrapbook when I get home. I have these two photo albums full of photos I have been collecting from 14. (I used to keep it under the bed. Now I keep it on the coffee table!) I have stuff from underwear boxes, ads, photos, etc. Anytime I saw a boy I liked, I nabbed him for the BOYWONDER BOOK. WONDERBOY BOOK? You should see it.
Stevie D. called me and left me a voicemail asking if I wanted to go to the swinger convention this weekend, then his voicemail continued, "...what am I asking, you are probably already there!?" He is hilarious.
I talked to HOT Scott Bradley this morning (7:15am-ish, JUST as I was heading to the bedroom.) He is funny too, he is a hottie. I am glad I get to "work" with such cute boys! YUM! More him later.
Velma, Lisa and I are suppoesed to play today AFTER we move. We are supposed yo pack it up and play it up. We are planing on going on the roller coasters of Las Veags tonight.
I missed Las Vegas Gary's birthday yesterday. (I think.) I was suppossed to go out with him and after Lisa and I went to the San Remo for dinner. We got so caught in packing and moving shit, I missed it. ARGH! I have to catch up with him whe I get back from New York this weekend with San Franscisco Gary. Gary's all over! I love Gary. He is so special to me, we are going to hang out with his model-beautiful neices just out of 8th grade and his diva sister! Full reports available right here throughout the expedition. :)
MY SCHEDULE UPSIDE DOWN, INSIDE OUT and FUCKED UP! I eat at crazy hours, I sleep when I get tired, I don't even pay atttention the the night or day, light or dark or numbers on the clock. Morning is, night does. I don't even know anymore.
My 16 year old cousin e-mailes me almost every day. She tells me about this and that. It usually includes boy stuff. She cracks me up.
I prmoise you real life too, so al give you the good as well as the REAL in my life. Real quick, my grandpa in Michigan, (dad's dad) is not doing well and my mom called me (we are NOT on speaking terms right now, but unless she is exaggerating, which is entirely possible.) I may be making it to Michigan soon. Also, this MESS with the guy in New Orleans that FUCKED me (NOT the way I like) never ends, I found out now that he stole one of my checkbooks and has found it nesseccary to write checks. ARGH! I will NOT let it fuck up the rest of my life, but I firmly belive in karma, he will get his.
Deep stuff here: Porn did NOT fuck up my life, porn is good. Porn DID change my life. I lost friends I never thought I would lose, I gained friends and companions I NEVER would have been able to get otherwise. I have traveled to the most exotic places with BEAUTIFUL boys. I have been with the lowest of people in my house. THUGS, cheats, liars, disasters, but no matter how bad things get, it reminds me how good I have it. Being in porn/escorting/etc (ALL THE TERRITORIES) surrounds me with people of the same, it is not the most repuatable of proffessions so it is expected to a point. I say this to give you that glimpse into the REAL side of porn that we smother with sex on camera and interviews. I think this mistake will cost me upwards of $3,800.00. ARGH! Boys suck! Well the good onesdo. I maintai humor in all I do.
I met this HOT guy online last night too. I opened the Bugle (the Las Vegas gay mag) and this stunning boy was staring back at me so I e-mailed him and introduced myself. After a few quick e-mails, he said he was straight and take male clients every once in awhile. Figures, he was HOT! VERY masculine. Explained. He said his girlfried does the same thing. A escort pair, damn where is thier diary. People would KILL for that.
I replied to 83 e-mails last night and sent 12 more. I was literally up all night. I feel a bit more caught up, I still have 38 to go and the new oes from today so hang in there. It is important to me to personally give attrention to every e-mail I get so I apprecaite patience. Gracias.
I am ready to sit here and type after the long walk I had, I went to Walgrees and braved the huge crowd to get razors. I can shave now at this apartment. I was looking HAIRY! I was about to go Neandrathal on you. URGH!
I talked to Mark Adams in some e-mails too, he cracks me up. Did you read his latest column at www.vidioview.com? Mark Adams View. It is hilarious and filled with HOT boys. Gino Romano with Forest Men, the former postman, is HOT! I e-mailed him and told him I wanted him to deliver my male. But then thought I am going to have to be more orgial than that, so I re-e-mailed him and said, "Can I be the one to bite him in the yard?" hehehehhe...
So I am gonna go and try to catch some quick ZZZZZ's and then pack so I can get my reward on the roller caost of Las Vegas.
Talk to you tomorrow, the departure of New York day.
Brandon "Baking in the Heat" Baker
PS Missing theeth has NOTHING to do with the contet of today, did you catch that?
PS If that boy from last night reads this - his e-mail to me read: you need to update that shit or you will find my foot lodged up your ass (not quite sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing).
BAD thing, you'd never see it again. AND - it appears he likes Buffy. Can I get away from that bitch for a day? She is cool yea, she MIGHT be HOT, okay! But he knows more about her and episodes that the creator does! He caught like two quotes I had recently from the 5th season. It is SICK that he knows it was from "5th season - final episode." I got some slaying for you boo!
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