2004-04-08 - Las Vegas
I woke up, well I stayed up. I got home from being out with Monty and the boys I met out on the strip about 2:30am, (I think�) and then I got on the computer and did some web stuff and updated the diary.
The sun came up and I went to lay down a bit before I caught my flight.
I finished packing and then jumped in the shower.
With only two hours before I had to get to the airport, I went to turn on the TV for the first time since I have been at the Las Vegas apartment. (I do not watch much TV.) I watched half of the Golden Girls and was laughing hysterically. I heard once that it was like the older version on Sex in the City. How true. Then I flipped through the bazillion channels Lisa ordered and saw the Evenevance song that I like, when it was over I flipped through and saw �Jen� and Chad Michael Murray (He is BEAUTIFUL!) and recognized Dawson�s Creek. I had to stop watch that because I got to emotional with the characters. It happened again. I was transported INTO the TV and could TOTALLY understand Dawson when he said, �I was at the grocery store and I just could not wait in line any longer or the world was going to end, there were only two people in front of me. I left my stuff and ran out of the store.� I hear you Dawson. Then he had to leave a party with Joey because he was hot and he �just could not deal with it.� He said, �I have these radon emotions.� He said, �I just have to, I don�t know why, no good reason, but I have to�� I TOTALLY hear him, I wish I would have seen the rest but my mind could not handle it. (wink) I know how he feels though. I also saw part where Jack, the gay character (what is it with Gay Jacks?) and his boyfriend got in fight because Jack out the fraternity before his boyfriend. YIKE! While they were out to eat, Jack said to his boyfriends emotional plea, �Don�t get all girlfriend on me.�
I have fairly strong feelings on things like that. I do not like it when people used to ask me, �Who is the girl in the relationship?� I know I was always a bit more feminine than Chad, but you know what? Ummmm� I am GAY. There is not girl. It is two BOYS! I like MALES, that is why I am GAY. Know what I mean? *whew* Glad I got that off my chest! (wink)
I had a flight to through Atlanta to get home to New Orleans. On the flight from Las Vegas to Atlanta, I at next to a quiet older mid-life couple that just got married. She was cute. The second round I sat next to this hot freshmen coming home for Easter from Notre Dame. He was so cute. Very shy though.
Last night at the bar, one the bartenders said , �Yeah, I was talking to and telling him - Yeah, Brandon is really cute, wonder why he dresses like woman every day.� I thought and now it made sence why he asked if I was �quitting the show� when I told him I was going home to New Orleans for a week.
Eric Magyar called me at the airport. He asked what I was thinking when I did that CaverJect video and that I need to get it off my website. He struck a chord. I LOVE controversey, it is a real part of porn so no - now I will make it bigger. (wink)
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