2004-02-06-2 - Chicago
I talked to Frank on the computer. He has put a lot of energy into us and getting us on film at the bars. I will showcase his work in some galleries as soon as I get this web-host change done. He does some FABULOUS stuff.
MaleImage [8:29 PM]: ok, where do U get all your energy?
BrandonBakerXXX [8:30 PM]: I do not know, what do you mean?
MaleImage [8:30 PM]: and U write , well funky and crazy, too :-P
MaleImage [8:30 PM]: U R always doing something
MaleImage [8:30 PM]: very creative
MaleImage [8:30 PM]: very inspiring
BrandonBakerXXX [8:31 PM]: awwwww! How nice is that!?
BrandonBakerXXX [8:31 PM]: *blush*
MaleImage [8:31 PM]: well it's fucking truth
MaleImage [8:31 PM]: the
BrandonBakerXXX [8:33 PM]: ...that means alot to me! (wink) You flatter me.
MaleImage [8:33 PM]: well, if the shoe fits wear it, and if it doesn't, stuff it
That was such a compliment.
I stayed online most of the day.
I got the 157 e-mails done. They were pretty involved, that is why I put them off so long. ARGH!
I talked to one of my pron buddies online tonight. I got kinda freaked out, he was drunk and more talkative then EVER before. I enjoyed it until he said he HATES being himself, he HATES living who he is, and that he wanted to have wild, hot sex with one and have then grab his neck from behind and then slice it open! YIKE! I did not know what to do, he signed off after that and said he was going to bed.
Thankfully I saw him online next day so I was relieved.
That worries me and yes, pron DOES fuck up things in life, I wonder if most of us porn boys can feel the same and go through the same things.
When I first started this I wanted to assert that I was NOT like most porn stars.
I have no broken home story to share.
I am not addicted to drugs. (I do enjoy them occassionaly�)
But know what? I keep finding myself falling in the same category as most I know.
(we all tend to drop off the face of the earth and then resurface full-force�)
�and I got the final touches on the new RentBoy column too. I really like being ablte to have such creative control over how it looks. And Tom is GREAT to work with. Check it out at http://www.partywithbrandon.com/rentboyconfidentialv1.1.htm
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