2004-03-19 - Chicago
No headache today. YEA!
My friend called from Atlanta. (Well, he is from DC but he is in Atlanta.) He called and jacked off while he was talking to me, telling me about airports and meeting a friend and going to the stall when he picked him up. We talked about having people watch. I like to have people watch.
I ran over to the store with John and got a SlimFast and some little doughnuts.
Tyler called and had a few stories for me.
He said that this boy we recognized from last time we were in Chicago went home with him. He also said the boy was sucking his cock while we were talking.
He said that this stupid guy who we had an appointment with last time and pissed on called him for an appointment. That is "funny" because that guy was fucked up. We do NOT mix drugs with clients and this time the client was tweaking (to each their own, but he got pretty messed up.) and at the end of the appointment, he did not have enough money to pay us. That is the ONE and ONLY time that has happened. Tyler wanted to beat him up. I said we need to just leave NOW and let it go. He came close to the fee, but NOT what was agreed. I simply CAN'T believe someone like that would call again. At least he called Tyler and not me.
Tyler and I were going to go to lunch, he came and got me and Kyle and we were going to go to Shaumburg to the mall and stuff. They have a nice mall there.
On the way there, Tyler got a call from Jason. Jason was having a few people over and he wanted us to come.
I got a call from the guy who did the Freshman Magazine interview with me. He is doing research for a play in London and he wanted to ask me a few questions about hooking. We talked like twenty minutes or so and then my phone died again so we can talk more soon. He asked about stuff like my family, relationships, how I came out, how people treat me, what it is like for the �real word� relations, etc. It was neat. I liked it. I was outside Jason�s apartment complex talking while they were all inside for awhile.
Then we went in and we all hung out.
It was funny too because the waiter from Nookie�s when I went with Kyle and I the day before was there. SMALL WORLD!
Then I got bitchy and wanted to go shopping and get to Shaumburg.
We went to 7-11 in Boystown and I met yet another Citiboyz model. Deejay. He was HOT!
On the way to go shopping, I had a drastic mood swing and while I was in the car talking to Steve and Tyler got belligerent with me for not knowing where to go and what to do, he yelled at me and got bitchy, so I jumped out of the car on Michigan Avenue and just went walking to I don�t know where. See THIS is the reasons I need medication.
I wandered around Michigan Avenue and went to Nordstroms and went to the top floor, found the bathroom and sat in it for an hour. I think only two people came in and out.
Then I did know know what to do next, but I certainly was not going to talk to him. My phone had already died, so I was just going to figure it out. DRAMA!
I went to Sephora and bought some make-up.
I went to Virgin Records and looked around at dance music, then DVD�s then PlayStation games for a PlayStation I do not have. Then I found chocolate. I pulled out a twenty, bought a cup of coffee, a pound of chocolate and sat in front of the HUGE window on the top floor of Virgin and watched people on Michigan Avenue for four hours. It got dark.
I talked to Tyler for a few seconds and I think he said he was going to Virgin, I sat there for hours but must�ve missed him somehow. It was meant to be then.
About 8:00pm, I got a taxi and went to Steamworks. It is the bathhouse here in Chicago. WOW! It was SO cool! More on that below.
I was going to see a movie at the theater by myself, but I walked to Cocktail to get just one cocktail. Nope. $160.00 later, I was feeling hazy. Not necessarily better. At Cocktail, I sat net to this guy who was very nice, very wired but nice. Maybe it was just me though that was wired. The bartender got off and sat down on my side of the bar next to me and I told him I was traveling with a friend and that he was doing his own thing and blah, blah. When I said Tyler by name, he was like, �The Tyler?� I just met him last night. He is cool.� HOLY SHIT! OMG! I am DONE! But he did bring up a good point. He said, �How long have you been traveling with him?� I said, �Three months.� He said, �You do not spend time with someone that long that you do not like.� I hear him.
I needed space and knew this was coming. I just wanted to avoid it. I do not want to piss him (Tyler) off so I say, �Sure, I�ll go out with you.� I know that is what he wants to hear. I do not want him to be upset or think I do not want to be around him, but sometimes I do not. I want to be with myself.
I have this issue (�just one right! [wink]) and I can not deal with someone for more than a week. Tyler and I have been �together� for three months.
Steamworks - What a neat place! If you are in Chicago, CHECK IT OUT! I had such a good time. http://www.steamworksonline.com/chicago/club-tour.asp
It has so much stuff and I REALLY liked it.
I want to go back before I leave. Very clean. Very BIG! I got a standard room so I could watch porn that I am so addicted to. I put on my towel and walked around the maze of glory holes, rooms, mirrors, loud dance music, lights and boys. Well, tonight it seems like mostly men.
I did not even make it to the wet area or the theme areas I heard about. I had just cum four times so I went to take a shower and leave since I knew I would not be able to do it again.
You could even change the channel between like several porn flicks. I like that.
You could see cameras on the gym area and the locker room, that was kinda hot!
My favorite thing was I saw THE BEST PORN I had ever seen there. It was SO HOT! I wish I would have find out what it was.
It had these two alternating scenes with these UNBELIEVABLE hot four boys. I think was Russian. The boys had beautiful chests, nice uncut cocks, beautiful legs, nice eyes, (and eyeBROWS for some reason I was turned on by them�) and were just so sexy. Beautiful faces.
In the first scene I saw this masculine guy was like a spy and the KGB got him and interrogated him and stripped him. When the prisnor got hard, they took photos of him. Then they threw him in this cell.
The next scene was these young (the four boys) soldiers out patrolling in the snow and then they snuck some vodka and went back to their dorm-type housing. They came back and took off their soldier outfits and kept some long underwear on until they were drunk and playing cards and the losers had to suck the winners cocks. It was so hot, their bodies were so beautiful.
This higher officer soldier was peeking in the door and watching them as he jerked off.
It was kinda crazy too because almost all the the cums I saw in the film were when the boys came without touching themselves. They just started shooting cum.
Then it switches back to the guy in a cell, the guard comes to the cell and tells the captive to get over to the bars and suck his cock through the bars. The guard slaps on cock cage on the captive after the captive makes the guard cum on his chest through the bars. (again without touching himself he came�.) Nice! The captive sleeps all night but can�t touch his naked cock.
Then it switches back to the boys, there are two sitting on a chair butt hanging off the edge, the other two are on the floor licking their asses. It was so hot, I usually am not too turned on by that but this time I was. More cum.
It switches back to the general calling for the captive. We see the general stroking himself waiting for the captive looking at the photos they took at the beginning. Real quickly he cums on the photos and drops them. The guard brings in the naked captive and he makes him kneel and shoves his cock in his mouth. He tells the guard to fuck him. When the guard is done the general tells BOTH of them to kneel down and the general fucks them both. He finally takes the cock cage off the captive and jacks him off.
Then it switches back to the soldier watching then through the door and him shooting a big load of cum on the doorway.
Then we see the boys fucking on the lambskin rug.
I jacked off three times in what was like 20-30 minutes of this fucking FABULOUS film.
I was supposed to see my ex-boyfriend who I still LOVE but I could not do it. I was going to see him at Hydrate, I went there, he was going to be there after 10:00pm. At 9:57pm, I grabbed my coat and left. I do not think I should see him. I WANT to, but it would make me crazy.
I got a taxi, had him drive to White Castle and went back to Johns. I sat on the steps and ate while I waited for him or keys of something I dunno.
I had to piss so bad, I just whipped it out, pissed on the stairs facing the street and put it back while I ate. DRUNK! What a mess.
I went to bed without a worry on the couch with my down comforter.
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